So many stupid diets, so many stupid ways.
So many destructive behaviours manipulating my days.
So many pounds lost, so many stones gained.
So many starving days yet the fat has still remained.
So many mirror checks not being able to see,
That somewhere deep inside there is a beautiful me.
So many tears cried while looking at my shell.
So many days lost, being under foods spell.
So many years of punishment inflicted upon me.
So many days of trying hard to be free.
So many failed behaviours, so many distorted views.
So many ways of dieting that I always loose.